she looks exactly like her dad!
Im not crying its my allergies. Im allergic to childhood pains
I’M ACTUALLY CRYING
She’s all grown up now D:
The most horrific thing about getting close to someone is the thought that at any point, they could lose complete interest in you
…It all makes sense now O.O
Hufflepuffs are particularly good finders, and Lucy found Narnia first.
i knew it all the time
WHERE DO YOU THINK ROWLING GOT THE INSPIRATION, EVEN SUBCONSCIOUSLY I MEAN COME ON GUYS
I know we can fix our problems… it still hurts a lot now, and yes I’m down and depressed sometimes.
But I have a lot of hope in you…
I can’t tell you these things because it doesn’t matter, they will slide off you. We have had talks, we’ve tried to fix our issues, I’ve changed.. a lot. And you improve, and then go back.
I have made peace with the fact that I can’t change you. I am sorry I even tried, that was completely selfish of me to ask of you those things.
But don’t expect me to be happy all the time, or to open up… you’ve done things to kill my trust slowly, and you’ve hurt me a lot lately..
If it bothers you that I write these things down.. don’t read, I don’t have anyone to talk to, I don’t have anywhere to vent to.
You’ve practically pushed me away, at least give me the benefit of having this space to myself.
I was enthusiastic to hear about your trip.. and hear you miss me… But I guess I can’t expect anything anymore. Except you being furious at me for something I still can’t understand…
You’re mad at me… you didn’t even want to celebrate mothers day, at-all… Not even take me out to dinner on another occassion, but that’s fine… I didn’t even fight about it, I got over it because it’s extremely superficial and shallow to make a fight over something as silly as that.
but you know what? It really hurts how you’ve been treating me. I surrounded myself with people today because I feel fucking lonely. You hate hearing it, but there it is. You could type away all day to your friends online, or text whoever the fuck you text… it makes me wonder how you find it in you to enjoy those things when we have issues, I can’t even watch a movie with peace of mind.
You shut down, ignore me, push me away and then you think it doesn’t hurt because I look angry. Fucks sake, i’ve been crying myself to sleep.
I don’t know what is wrong with you, but maybe you should evaluate what you’ve done to me lately and realize that I have good reasons to be mad at you and yet I have let it all go because I prefer peace over war. So before you corner me and tell me you’re fucking furious with me with hate poisoning your voice… evaluate the things you’ve done to push me to seek other people’s company.
You want to sit all day on your computer? thats fine, I don’t want to sit all day in the living room by myself.
How little people will ever understand when it comes to what and how you truly feel. Advice isn’t what you “need to hear” because that’s just what they want you to feel on their standards. A true advice from a true friend is to be the devil’s advocate, to be the both sides of the coin, to work with you for the solution you want.
have you noticed how im slowly withdrawing because i feel like i have no other choice… you promise to change, but im the one changing…
Sometimes I wish I had someone to talk to… since I can’t talk to you anymore.